I know you are shaking you're head thinking I've lost my mind this time. But just be patient with me. My brother Mike was 14 years old when I was born. So needless to say we weren't very close. We never even grew up in the same house together. Yeah I would see him but it was usually him coming to moms with the family and me being there as a kid. I do remember how excitny it was when he would come because he always made me laugh. The man always had a smile on how face.
In the coming years we had two sisters pass away. They both went suddenly or in a way that there was no opportunity to say the things you needed to.
This brings me to the thankful for cancer part. I in no way am glad for the pain he is having to endure in any way. But in comparison to losing my sisters with no goodbye at all, I'm thankful for the time. I've been given the chance to get to know my brother and talk to him more than ever before. To get to hear him laugh when I call and ask him if he is ready to go dancing is priceless. The text messages I have from him telling his little sis he loves me will forever be cherished. No, I don't want to lose my brother in any shape form or fashion. But we have been blessed with time to spend with him.
I love you Mike and someday we will dance forever together in Heaven.
Until next time- safe picking
Tammy
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